Alright all !! Today is the last day of 2008 !! It's also June's birthday !! Happy Brithday June !! Today is so awesome, had only an hr of tutorial but came to sch early for grp meeting. Came home around 1+ close to 2. Was in sch wif my classmates helping them wif their elective script writing. When I got home , I got dragged down to play wif my sis & godbro wif my neighbours but all I did was listen to the top 100 songs in 2008 on 98.7fm. LOL !! I tried to influence some of my classmates to join in listening to the songs as well.. HAHA !! While I'm typing this post , the chart is already at abt top 40. Tonight my neighbours tgt wif my sis & godbro thought of going downstairs to play wif the sparklers thing to celebrate the new yr. LOL . The problem now is whether our parents allow or not.

Alright all , happy new yr in advance . See u all tml ~ =D
i sense a better new year ahead

Didn't blog for a few days HAHA !! Was rather busy studying for my skill test. Then also hv nth to post , so nv post anything. Today was my skill test. I passed it thx to my lecturer. She said if I was taken by another lecturer, I would hv failed. Thank god everything had turned out fine for me recently. I think it's juz luckiness. LoL. After the test , stayed in sch until 1 for lecture. Was quite bored coz there was really nth to do. Lucky Murni , my godsis , was there if not I think I would be more bored & hv nowhere to go.

Tml would be new year's eve. I will be listening to 98.7fm from 12noon to 10 pm for the top 100 songs on 98.7 this yr. Hope that the songs I loved would make it into at least top 50. LoL. The new yr is juz 2 days away or maybe 1. I wish this new yr would be a greater yr. I wanna change for the better, not daydream too much , study harder in a smart way , dun waste my time thinking abt things that I shouldn't spend time thinking on. Yeah that's abt it..I think..

Alright see u in my next post (=
it might be my own wishful thinking that u might like me...

Today I woke up quite late, I slept at almost 1. Woke up at 10+ ?? I think so.. anyways...today was more like a completing essay day. Finished my essay at around 5+ ? The bottom half of my essay was alot of my own bullshit. HaHa !! Hopefully I'll at least get a D since my presentation for this module was quite a screw up overall. Was doing my elective hw at night & found out that the due date was on 12 Jan. LoL . Still hv my skill test to study for & also my bio pract test coming soon..
Quite an amount of things to be done. Shld be able to cope right? Yeah, think so (=

Alright all , nites~
a love confession sure needs lot of courage

Merry Christmas to All~ Ok today is a early morning post. Haha , had to try & rush to finish my written assignment by today. I wanna leave tml to do my elective hw & also to study for my skill test . So anyways... it's also considered my dad's bday today. Haha . So..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD ~!! I think 1 of his wish right now is to hv more money. LoL

Alright all see ya ~

keep me in ur memories , leave out all the rest

Woke up really early today , around 6+ after my mum left home to work. I couldn't really slp the whole night. Had a nightmare & was awake most of the time. Since I woke up early, I finally started my assignment. However it really doesn't look like the essay I plan at first. Something went wrong somewhere while writing. I'm only at 400+ words, still had at least 1k more to go. Shld be finishing by this friday. Still have my elective MCQ to do , bio test & also skill test to complete. The new year is coming.. many things still not done.

Today is my dad's bday or tml ? When my dad was born , the nurse dunno put which date. Supposed to be 25th december coz he came out after 12midnight. Maybe education wasn't that almighty in the past. Took a few shots of the cake & my dad from side view. My dad wasn't wearing shirt so I only took the side view.

Had a real day today. Went out wif my classmates & devnath & greg for movie. Initially was only wif my classmates. Then early in the morning , Devnath ask me out for movie also. So then they tag along like the other times.. Caught twilight at causeway point at 4.35 . It was quite nice from my point of view. So damn cool lah , the speed of the vampire.. if I could be half as fast as him. Haha, anyways , movie ended at abt 6.30. Took the mrt back wif devnath & greg. Reached home abt 7.30 or later.

I felt very different today, I didn't really speak much. I think I lost my tongue or smth. Issit juz bcoz my 2 frens were there? Or was it juz whether I wanted to speak or not ? From my point of view, I wasn't really behaving like myself today. I'm kinda caught in between my classmates & my frenz sometimes when I go out with both groups. Maybe I shld find a solution to such a problem.

is what I am now really who I really am??

Today, went back to sch wif my classmates. "Practise" the skill coming out for the skill test on tuesday for me. After that, went to the library. Wanted to find reference for my essay for the assignment. In the end, ended up finding nth. Haiz maybe I should start writing on the introduction and hopefully write smth tonight. Haha .

A new year is coming very soon. Naqiah was asking me & Murni about our new yr resolution? dunno what's that word.. But well.. 1 of mine is to grow taller. Haha. Naqiah & Murni said I'm like already so tall why still wanna grow taller. LoL , but I still feel that I'm short. No offence to those who are shorter than me. I juz wanna be taller. Maybe by accomplishing this, I could play more basketball. In juz abt 1wk+ , I'll be considered 18 according to chinese lunar calender smth like that. Time flies really fast...

maybe what I wanted was to find love.. is there love there for me?

1 wk of break so quickly passed.. a few more days to christmas. I managed to do smth abt my written assignment, but only abit. LOL. So dead sia, still hv bio not yet study. Today spent the whole aftn praying ancestors & wasting my time away. Haha, could hv at least done smth while doing the prayers right ?? lol . Anyways..another boring day to sum it up. Tml will be heading to sch for a little group meeting wif my ex-group members. Haha , to practise for our skill test & also to start writing the 1500 word essay. Tuesday will be going movie wif my classmates. Hopefully I have enough money to last me. LoL.

Alright all , gd nites

I'm lost when ppl talk abt love...

6th day of break , a saturday. Finally had the time & peace to study. I studied for my skill test, well.. at least memorised smth. Tml I shld be starting abit on my written assignment. Quite a short day, didn't do much stuff today other than hang out wif my sis at the playground downstairs. Then after that , stayed outside the house for a few hours wasting my time away, enjoying the strong breeze, nv had this experience for a very long time. I feel like all my unhappiness hv been lifted off me. I sense better days ahead.. it's a new beginning.. (=

no more sorrows..

5th day of break, still have not touched my written assignment. 1 wk left before sch reopens , wif a skill test & bio prac test awaiting my return. I hope I'm mentally & physically prepared for this upcoming tests. Today my godbro went back for some camp thing. Will be coming back on the 23rd to celebrate my dad's bday the next day. Today was relatively slack again. Haha.

Many images flashes past me.. I'm thinking... I shld get back on my feet, not acting like some emo-kid. I shld grow up & not wander back into the children-self. Sleeping relatively late from my usual time lately. Maybe it's juz a way to keep myself awake & not live in my dreams, a place of where my nightmares start to haunt me, bringing back my past, dictating my future. Maybe I shld allow myself to run my own life. =)

don't stay, forget the bad memories

4th day of break, close an end of the 1st wk. Another day waking up late at 9. More than enough of sleep. I'm feeling more sleepy now. Early morning wake up , watch tv only. Read through clinical lab bk on dressing technique for awhile. Nv touched anything else. Ate lunch early at 10+. Early right? Was kinda hungry, but then was hungry in the afternoon. Darn, my stomach seems to be becoming bigger or smth & needs to be filled up wif more food? Was feeling a little sick all over today..think so... wasn't really in the mood for anything although I did many things. Played wif my playstation again although it's still freaking bores me out.

I've become more emo wif my post recently. I'm wondering what's going on wif me... maybe it's bcoz of the workload? Or issit bcoz I hv too much distraction around that causes me to not focus on what I need to do? Is there smth that I lack ? Or is there smth that I'm in need of ? Someone who knows what's wrong wif me or maybe someone who can show me what being loved is ? I've lost my sense of love & caring for ppl... I've become a totally different person that I dunno who I am right now.. I get angry at my siblings & my parents easily although it's juz over a small matter. Why am I acting like this ? Issit juz bcoz I'm stressed over the schedule that hv been fired at me ?

there's only hate , there's only tears , there's only pain , there is no love here...

3rd day of break. Nv really slack today, LoL. Did abit of reading for the skill test & also for the bio practical test coming up. Woke up quite late today, abt 9. Been really tired lately. Maybe bcoz I slack too much? Shld be the case. Also having dreams which freaks me out like wtf, I think I would be more tired definitely. Maybe it's bcoz I'm too stress? Weird dreams trying to make it worse or better in some way or another? This break really sucks. There shouldn't hv a break, coz of this break , I cannot study, not even for an hr. I hv temptations surrounding me, like the tv , my playstation & also 2 young kids trying to "keep my company" the whole day. Wif all these activities , I dun even think I would be able to get what I wan into my head sooner or later. Maybe I shld escape to sch more often. Staying there in the library wif more peace & quiet. Hopefully I would be able to do my assignment , memorise the steps for skills test & remember the diagrams for bio practical test. Maybe I shld do that...

Alright all... nites..
wasn't the same as what I was before...

2nd day of break wk, another day of slacking...real hardcore slack. Nv even tot about doing anything studying or writing my assignment today. Tml I'll definitely get down to work, provided I dun get bugged by 2 little kids, that is. Early this morning, devnath sms me asking me whether wanna go hang out or not? In the end, we didn't really go anywhr except around my neighbourhood area. Ended up playing at my house for awhile , then decided to go play basketball. I'm losing my touch, badly. After that , came back to my house to play this game online called "hotel 626" ? It was more like a thriller than a horror game. We were like stuck on a certain stage that we dunno what the heck we nid to do to complete. So juz gave up & they decided to make a move. Greg had some shooting cca. Devnath's meeting his fren for pool. Then went down wif my sis & godbro to the playground. Played until around 7 then came upstairs.

I had this weirdest dream early this morning around 8+. It's abt a gal fren of mine. She broke up wif her bf smth like that... God damn dream, quite retarded. She was like hugging me & crying to me abt the break-up, saying that she shld hv chose me. Okay.. I hate such dreams.. it's so freaking emo. I hope such retarded dreams won't happened again. Usually my dreams do come true, so I swear I would nv wan such dreams to come true.

Okay..til tml. see ya all~
am i doing everything right from the start...

1st day of the break. Today early morning went back to sch. Thinking that meeting will be what it will be like. However, 1 of my group members couldn't make it for class cos she wasn't feeling well. Haiz , so ended up doing wif 3 of my other group members. Already have most of the info needed, juz a little more from my part. Then had to wake up at 9. So tired sia. Then after that, went for HA practise class. Had the lecturer wif us to clarify our doubts. Class ended at 1. Decided to play wif some of my classmates badminton for awhile until 3. Went home on my own, so bored , so tired. Then was like so freaking sweating all the way home. The whole day kinda suck. I dunno why, I juz kinda moody the whole freaking day.

I thought of jogging everyday from tml onwards in the early morning. Hopefully the weather dun go against me & turn out fine. I plan to make my legs stronger so that when sch starts, I won't hv problems climbing the stairs wif naqiah. Haha. It's also to keep myself fit lah.

Alright all, end of my today's post. See ya tml ~

Okay.. today was relatively a short day in sch. Only had 1 hr of lecture which was quite boring anyways. Then after lecture, we had birthday celebration for our december babies. After that, in the aftn, went wif my classmates to karaoke at orchard. The place is called cash studio if I'm not wrong. Quite a nice place to sing. Haha. Had lots of fun & laughter singing the songs. The most funny parts are all to do wif nicholas. We were laughing so hard the whole time. It's a pity only 9 of us, including me, went this time. Hopefully next time will hv more ppl to sing along wif us. LoL !!

The holidays hv officially started today after sch ended. However I'll still be going back to sch for practice lab. Hopefully I can make full use of the hrs spent practising. I hope to take the test the 1st attempt & pass it. Had a long day today, quite tired.

Alright all , gd nites. Candy dreams~
friends are part & parcel of life, to catch u when u fall hard...

Today was quite a short day in sch. Had tutorial at 9, quite boring. Then had lecture supposed to be at 11 ended at 12. Overall, today was quite a ordinary day. When I came home, play like mad. then helped my dad wif the painting of the walls & ceiling. Had so much paint all over, managed to clear them up leaving no mess. So bored the whole day, nth much to do. Played b4 I blogged. Haha. Tml going karaoke wif my classmates. Hope it would be fun singing & making a fool out of myself. Haha.

Alright all, gd nite. =)

Lol. Holidays coming.. I'm back to blogging more often.. I hope so.. haha. Anyways today lesson started later at 11 supposedly. However our lecturer for the tutorial, decided to juz let us come for tml's lecture & she will tell the lecture groups on what we're supposed to do for our ICA . Ok therefore.. stayed in sch til the HA lab class start at 1. So boring sia, all abt practice today. Ok I was the model for the 2 groups. Haha, 1st was like no choice , 2nd was I offered my help to the group. Haha , was feeling quite cold in the process. LOL . Lessons ended at 3 today.

Holidays are coming in abt 2 days. I still hv lots to do & many things still thinking of to do such as jogging hopefully, want my legs to become stronger. Maybe I might go gym wif devnath, if I do survive 1 day gym-ing. Haha. Wanna go basketball everyday, but hv to go back sch for practice, after holidays is skill test. Nid prac to hv a better understanding. Also hv a assignment to complete, lots of revision to do. 2 weeks seem so long yet so short. I hope I make full use of my break to understand my modules better & keep up wif others. =)

Alright all signing off, gd nites.
counting on myself to make things right for my life..

Ah didn't blog for a few days. Juz too lazy to do so. Okay the past few days were quite slack, playing mahjong & juz sitting in my room playing my playstation. Nv even touch my books. Lol. When I slack, I slack real hard, wasting every single min away. Today's naqiah's bday, but very few ppl knew or even bother to know. Anyways..Happy Birthday Naqiah =) K continue wif my post.. today only had lecture & a tutorial. So boring, wished I didn't hv to go sch today. School started at 1 end at 5. So irritating, started so late & end late. Tired, nid more slp, maybe today I'll slp earlier. Tml sch starting later also, at about 11 if I'm not wrong. Haha. Have nth to post abt. LoL, life becoming more boring. Bleh~

Ok all , Gd Nite
provide warmth & shelter when u r cold out there..

Hey yo ppl. Didn't blog for 4 days..lol . Had a test ytd that's one of the reason, another reason is I'm juz too lazy to blog. LOL. Ok anyway.. these few days turned out great, studied for my theory test ytd . Omg the test, had to start at 5.30 & lessons ended at like 10. Wtf right? This is what ppl who dunno what poly is like shld see that coming. Anyways... let's talk abt today. Okay.. early morning around 9+ set off to my cousin's place at hougang, it's a condo. Then went swimming at around 11. Omg I swear, I better learn at least how to stay floating. I'm so gonna die if I can't even float lah. Anyway had fun until around 1, had to go up coz 2nd cousin got tution at 2. Nid to rush back upstairs for him to prepare. Was quite fun coz I dun remember the last time I stepped into a swimming pool. Oh & damn it, I got sunburn on my back. Shldn't hv stayed out in the sun for so long, shld hv juz stayed in the water. Okay nvm. Then went home at around 3, dad came to pick us up. Was quite lucky it didn't rain in the morning but in the noon. Then I went on to try & finish doing the HA hw that is to be completed by wed but gave up, can't think. Going to play mahjong at night , hopefully it will last long, but I'm quite tired. haha. Hope to stay awake, maybe I'll drink coffee.

Alright all, signing off. Cya~
wonder whr u went..

Ok didn't blog ytd. Got a prac test ytd. Omg I passed !! like so unbelievable though. Haha. Ok today sch started real late like at 1. It's only a 2hr lecture. I went to sch early,thinking that there might be someone around. Luckily, there was wenyan around. If not, I think I might be like an idiot wandering around looking for my lost soul or smth. 2 of my classmates failed the prac test, I shall not mention their name, it's quite personal. I hope they'll do well the for the re-test & also the other skill n theory test this friday. Omg, another test. Started studying today, hoping that it might help. I dunno if my mind & soul will be around to actually pick up impt points in what I'm studying. Very few people came for the lecture, was abt half the class only.

I'm starting to think... I shld get down to work & not always fool around wif my sis, godbro & my neighbours. I mean I'm like already 17. I'm still acting like a kid, following them around downstairs. I shld at least, u know, spend more time on my studies. I try very hard to juz get them off my back cos I really nid to study. But looking at their pitiful faces begging me to join them, I'm unable to juz walk off & ignore them. U know they are still kids, they nid their playtime. But they shld also spare a thought for me. It's them having the holidays not me. Why can't they try & understand that I'm actually quite in need of more time to actually catch up wif my studies & very little time to juz fool around. I do hope they'll be able to understand my situation now, let me hv some time of my own to study & not keep buzzing at my ears. However if kids do understand , they won't be bugging continuously. They would juz buzz off & leave u alone. They are juz mere kids, sometimes it's also not fair to blame them. Maybe 1 day when they're in such a situation, they would be much more able to understand why sometimes I really juz blow my top at them , thinking that it's for no rhythm or reason.

Alright all , gd nite swt dreams
life would be better if there is no worries, no sufferings...

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My name is Aaron Lim.
Birthday:21 August 1991
Country: Singapore
Race:Chinese
Zodiac:Yr of the Sheep
Horoscope:Leo
Status:Single

Alright all !! Today is the last day of 2008 !! It's also June's birthday !! Happy Brithday June !! Today is so awesome, had only an hr of tutorial but came to sch early for grp meeting. Came home around 1+ close to 2. Was in sch wif my classmates helping them wif their elective script writing. When I got home , I got dragged down to play wif my sis & godbro wif my neighbours but all I did was listen to the top 100 songs in 2008 on 98.7fm. LOL !! I tried to influence some of my classmates to join in listening to the songs as well.. HAHA !! While I'm typing this post , the chart is already at abt top 40. Tonight my neighbours tgt wif my sis & godbro thought of going downstairs to play wif the sparklers thing to celebrate the new yr. LOL . The problem now is whether our parents allow or not.

Alright all , happy new yr in advance . See u all tml ~ =D
i sense a better new year ahead

Didn't blog for a few days HAHA !! Was rather busy studying for my skill test. Then also hv nth to post , so nv post anything. Today was my skill test. I passed it thx to my lecturer. She said if I was taken by another lecturer, I would hv failed. Thank god everything had turned out fine for me recently. I think it's juz luckiness. LoL. After the test , stayed in sch until 1 for lecture. Was quite bored coz there was really nth to do. Lucky Murni , my godsis , was there if not I think I would be more bored & hv nowhere to go.

Tml would be new year's eve. I will be listening to 98.7fm from 12noon to 10 pm for the top 100 songs on 98.7 this yr. Hope that the songs I loved would make it into at least top 50. LoL. The new yr is juz 2 days away or maybe 1. I wish this new yr would be a greater yr. I wanna change for the better, not daydream too much , study harder in a smart way , dun waste my time thinking abt things that I shouldn't spend time thinking on. Yeah that's abt it..I think..

Alright see u in my next post (=
it might be my own wishful thinking that u might like me...

Today I woke up quite late, I slept at almost 1. Woke up at 10+ ?? I think so.. anyways...today was more like a completing essay day. Finished my essay at around 5+ ? The bottom half of my essay was alot of my own bullshit. HaHa !! Hopefully I'll at least get a D since my presentation for this module was quite a screw up overall. Was doing my elective hw at night & found out that the due date was on 12 Jan. LoL . Still hv my skill test to study for & also my bio pract test coming soon..
Quite an amount of things to be done. Shld be able to cope right? Yeah, think so (=

Alright all , nites~
a love confession sure needs lot of courage

Merry Christmas to All~ Ok today is a early morning post. Haha , had to try & rush to finish my written assignment by today. I wanna leave tml to do my elective hw & also to study for my skill test . So anyways... it's also considered my dad's bday today. Haha . So..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD ~!! I think 1 of his wish right now is to hv more money. LoL

Alright all see ya ~

keep me in ur memories , leave out all the rest

Woke up really early today , around 6+ after my mum left home to work. I couldn't really slp the whole night. Had a nightmare & was awake most of the time. Since I woke up early, I finally started my assignment. However it really doesn't look like the essay I plan at first. Something went wrong somewhere while writing. I'm only at 400+ words, still had at least 1k more to go. Shld be finishing by this friday. Still have my elective MCQ to do , bio test & also skill test to complete. The new year is coming.. many things still not done.

Today is my dad's bday or tml ? When my dad was born , the nurse dunno put which date. Supposed to be 25th december coz he came out after 12midnight. Maybe education wasn't that almighty in the past. Took a few shots of the cake & my dad from side view. My dad wasn't wearing shirt so I only took the side view.

Had a real day today. Went out wif my classmates & devnath & greg for movie. Initially was only wif my classmates. Then early in the morning , Devnath ask me out for movie also. So then they tag along like the other times.. Caught twilight at causeway point at 4.35 . It was quite nice from my point of view. So damn cool lah , the speed of the vampire.. if I could be half as fast as him. Haha, anyways , movie ended at abt 6.30. Took the mrt back wif devnath & greg. Reached home abt 7.30 or later.

I felt very different today, I didn't really speak much. I think I lost my tongue or smth. Issit juz bcoz my 2 frens were there? Or was it juz whether I wanted to speak or not ? From my point of view, I wasn't really behaving like myself today. I'm kinda caught in between my classmates & my frenz sometimes when I go out with both groups. Maybe I shld find a solution to such a problem.

is what I am now really who I really am??

Today, went back to sch wif my classmates. "Practise" the skill coming out for the skill test on tuesday for me. After that, went to the library. Wanted to find reference for my essay for the assignment. In the end, ended up finding nth. Haiz maybe I should start writing on the introduction and hopefully write smth tonight. Haha .

A new year is coming very soon. Naqiah was asking me & Murni about our new yr resolution? dunno what's that word.. But well.. 1 of mine is to grow taller. Haha. Naqiah & Murni said I'm like already so tall why still wanna grow taller. LoL , but I still feel that I'm short. No offence to those who are shorter than me. I juz wanna be taller. Maybe by accomplishing this, I could play more basketball. In juz abt 1wk+ , I'll be considered 18 according to chinese lunar calender smth like that. Time flies really fast...

maybe what I wanted was to find love.. is there love there for me?

1 wk of break so quickly passed.. a few more days to christmas. I managed to do smth abt my written assignment, but only abit. LOL. So dead sia, still hv bio not yet study. Today spent the whole aftn praying ancestors & wasting my time away. Haha, could hv at least done smth while doing the prayers right ?? lol . Anyways..another boring day to sum it up. Tml will be heading to sch for a little group meeting wif my ex-group members. Haha , to practise for our skill test & also to start writing the 1500 word essay. Tuesday will be going movie wif my classmates. Hopefully I have enough money to last me. LoL.

Alright all , gd nites

I'm lost when ppl talk abt love...

6th day of break , a saturday. Finally had the time & peace to study. I studied for my skill test, well.. at least memorised smth. Tml I shld be starting abit on my written assignment. Quite a short day, didn't do much stuff today other than hang out wif my sis at the playground downstairs. Then after that , stayed outside the house for a few hours wasting my time away, enjoying the strong breeze, nv had this experience for a very long time. I feel like all my unhappiness hv been lifted off me. I sense better days ahead.. it's a new beginning.. (=

no more sorrows..

5th day of break, still have not touched my written assignment. 1 wk left before sch reopens , wif a skill test & bio prac test awaiting my return. I hope I'm mentally & physically prepared for this upcoming tests. Today my godbro went back for some camp thing. Will be coming back on the 23rd to celebrate my dad's bday the next day. Today was relatively slack again. Haha.

Many images flashes past me.. I'm thinking... I shld get back on my feet, not acting like some emo-kid. I shld grow up & not wander back into the children-self. Sleeping relatively late from my usual time lately. Maybe it's juz a way to keep myself awake & not live in my dreams, a place of where my nightmares start to haunt me, bringing back my past, dictating my future. Maybe I shld allow myself to run my own life. =)

don't stay, forget the bad memories

4th day of break, close an end of the 1st wk. Another day waking up late at 9. More than enough of sleep. I'm feeling more sleepy now. Early morning wake up , watch tv only. Read through clinical lab bk on dressing technique for awhile. Nv touched anything else. Ate lunch early at 10+. Early right? Was kinda hungry, but then was hungry in the afternoon. Darn, my stomach seems to be becoming bigger or smth & needs to be filled up wif more food? Was feeling a little sick all over today..think so... wasn't really in the mood for anything although I did many things. Played wif my playstation again although it's still freaking bores me out.

I've become more emo wif my post recently. I'm wondering what's going on wif me... maybe it's bcoz of the workload? Or issit bcoz I hv too much distraction around that causes me to not focus on what I need to do? Is there smth that I lack ? Or is there smth that I'm in need of ? Someone who knows what's wrong wif me or maybe someone who can show me what being loved is ? I've lost my sense of love & caring for ppl... I've become a totally different person that I dunno who I am right now.. I get angry at my siblings & my parents easily although it's juz over a small matter. Why am I acting like this ? Issit juz bcoz I'm stressed over the schedule that hv been fired at me ?

there's only hate , there's only tears , there's only pain , there is no love here...

3rd day of break. Nv really slack today, LoL. Did abit of reading for the skill test & also for the bio practical test coming up. Woke up quite late today, abt 9. Been really tired lately. Maybe bcoz I slack too much? Shld be the case. Also having dreams which freaks me out like wtf, I think I would be more tired definitely. Maybe it's bcoz I'm too stress? Weird dreams trying to make it worse or better in some way or another? This break really sucks. There shouldn't hv a break, coz of this break , I cannot study, not even for an hr. I hv temptations surrounding me, like the tv , my playstation & also 2 young kids trying to "keep my company" the whole day. Wif all these activities , I dun even think I would be able to get what I wan into my head sooner or later. Maybe I shld escape to sch more often. Staying there in the library wif more peace & quiet. Hopefully I would be able to do my assignment , memorise the steps for skills test & remember the diagrams for bio practical test. Maybe I shld do that...

Alright all... nites..
wasn't the same as what I was before...

2nd day of break wk, another day of slacking...real hardcore slack. Nv even tot about doing anything studying or writing my assignment today. Tml I'll definitely get down to work, provided I dun get bugged by 2 little kids, that is. Early this morning, devnath sms me asking me whether wanna go hang out or not? In the end, we didn't really go anywhr except around my neighbourhood area. Ended up playing at my house for awhile , then decided to go play basketball. I'm losing my touch, badly. After that , came back to my house to play this game online called "hotel 626" ? It was more like a thriller than a horror game. We were like stuck on a certain stage that we dunno what the heck we nid to do to complete. So juz gave up & they decided to make a move. Greg had some shooting cca. Devnath's meeting his fren for pool. Then went down wif my sis & godbro to the playground. Played until around 7 then came upstairs.

I had this weirdest dream early this morning around 8+. It's abt a gal fren of mine. She broke up wif her bf smth like that... God damn dream, quite retarded. She was like hugging me & crying to me abt the break-up, saying that she shld hv chose me. Okay.. I hate such dreams.. it's so freaking emo. I hope such retarded dreams won't happened again. Usually my dreams do come true, so I swear I would nv wan such dreams to come true.

Okay..til tml. see ya all~
am i doing everything right from the start...

1st day of the break. Today early morning went back to sch. Thinking that meeting will be what it will be like. However, 1 of my group members couldn't make it for class cos she wasn't feeling well. Haiz , so ended up doing wif 3 of my other group members. Already have most of the info needed, juz a little more from my part. Then had to wake up at 9. So tired sia. Then after that, went for HA practise class. Had the lecturer wif us to clarify our doubts. Class ended at 1. Decided to play wif some of my classmates badminton for awhile until 3. Went home on my own, so bored , so tired. Then was like so freaking sweating all the way home. The whole day kinda suck. I dunno why, I juz kinda moody the whole freaking day.

I thought of jogging everyday from tml onwards in the early morning. Hopefully the weather dun go against me & turn out fine. I plan to make my legs stronger so that when sch starts, I won't hv problems climbing the stairs wif naqiah. Haha. It's also to keep myself fit lah.

Alright all, end of my today's post. See ya tml ~

Okay.. today was relatively a short day in sch. Only had 1 hr of lecture which was quite boring anyways. Then after lecture, we had birthday celebration for our december babies. After that, in the aftn, went wif my classmates to karaoke at orchard. The place is called cash studio if I'm not wrong. Quite a nice place to sing. Haha. Had lots of fun & laughter singing the songs. The most funny parts are all to do wif nicholas. We were laughing so hard the whole time. It's a pity only 9 of us, including me, went this time. Hopefully next time will hv more ppl to sing along wif us. LoL !!

The holidays hv officially started today after sch ended. However I'll still be going back to sch for practice lab. Hopefully I can make full use of the hrs spent practising. I hope to take the test the 1st attempt & pass it. Had a long day today, quite tired.

Alright all , gd nites. Candy dreams~
friends are part & parcel of life, to catch u when u fall hard...

Today was quite a short day in sch. Had tutorial at 9, quite boring. Then had lecture supposed to be at 11 ended at 12. Overall, today was quite a ordinary day. When I came home, play like mad. then helped my dad wif the painting of the walls & ceiling. Had so much paint all over, managed to clear them up leaving no mess. So bored the whole day, nth much to do. Played b4 I blogged. Haha. Tml going karaoke wif my classmates. Hope it would be fun singing & making a fool out of myself. Haha.

Alright all, gd nite. =)

Lol. Holidays coming.. I'm back to blogging more often.. I hope so.. haha. Anyways today lesson started later at 11 supposedly. However our lecturer for the tutorial, decided to juz let us come for tml's lecture & she will tell the lecture groups on what we're supposed to do for our ICA . Ok therefore.. stayed in sch til the HA lab class start at 1. So boring sia, all abt practice today. Ok I was the model for the 2 groups. Haha, 1st was like no choice , 2nd was I offered my help to the group. Haha , was feeling quite cold in the process. LOL . Lessons ended at 3 today.

Holidays are coming in abt 2 days. I still hv lots to do & many things still thinking of to do such as jogging hopefully, want my legs to become stronger. Maybe I might go gym wif devnath, if I do survive 1 day gym-ing. Haha. Wanna go basketball everyday, but hv to go back sch for practice, after holidays is skill test. Nid prac to hv a better understanding. Also hv a assignment to complete, lots of revision to do. 2 weeks seem so long yet so short. I hope I make full use of my break to understand my modules better & keep up wif others. =)

Alright all signing off, gd nites.
counting on myself to make things right for my life..

Ah didn't blog for a few days. Juz too lazy to do so. Okay the past few days were quite slack, playing mahjong & juz sitting in my room playing my playstation. Nv even touch my books. Lol. When I slack, I slack real hard, wasting every single min away. Today's naqiah's bday, but very few ppl knew or even bother to know. Anyways..Happy Birthday Naqiah =) K continue wif my post.. today only had lecture & a tutorial. So boring, wished I didn't hv to go sch today. School started at 1 end at 5. So irritating, started so late & end late. Tired, nid more slp, maybe today I'll slp earlier. Tml sch starting later also, at about 11 if I'm not wrong. Haha. Have nth to post abt. LoL, life becoming more boring. Bleh~

Ok all , Gd Nite
provide warmth & shelter when u r cold out there..

Hey yo ppl. Didn't blog for 4 days..lol . Had a test ytd that's one of the reason, another reason is I'm juz too lazy to blog. LOL. Ok anyway.. these few days turned out great, studied for my theory test ytd . Omg the test, had to start at 5.30 & lessons ended at like 10. Wtf right? This is what ppl who dunno what poly is like shld see that coming. Anyways... let's talk abt today. Okay.. early morning around 9+ set off to my cousin's place at hougang, it's a condo. Then went swimming at around 11. Omg I swear, I better learn at least how to stay floating. I'm so gonna die if I can't even float lah. Anyway had fun until around 1, had to go up coz 2nd cousin got tution at 2. Nid to rush back upstairs for him to prepare. Was quite fun coz I dun remember the last time I stepped into a swimming pool. Oh & damn it, I got sunburn on my back. Shldn't hv stayed out in the sun for so long, shld hv juz stayed in the water. Okay nvm. Then went home at around 3, dad came to pick us up. Was quite lucky it didn't rain in the morning but in the noon. Then I went on to try & finish doing the HA hw that is to be completed by wed but gave up, can't think. Going to play mahjong at night , hopefully it will last long, but I'm quite tired. haha. Hope to stay awake, maybe I'll drink coffee.

Alright all, signing off. Cya~
wonder whr u went..

Ok didn't blog ytd. Got a prac test ytd. Omg I passed !! like so unbelievable though. Haha. Ok today sch started real late like at 1. It's only a 2hr lecture. I went to sch early,thinking that there might be someone around. Luckily, there was wenyan around. If not, I think I might be like an idiot wandering around looking for my lost soul or smth. 2 of my classmates failed the prac test, I shall not mention their name, it's quite personal. I hope they'll do well the for the re-test & also the other skill n theory test this friday. Omg, another test. Started studying today, hoping that it might help. I dunno if my mind & soul will be around to actually pick up impt points in what I'm studying. Very few people came for the lecture, was abt half the class only.

I'm starting to think... I shld get down to work & not always fool around wif my sis, godbro & my neighbours. I mean I'm like already 17. I'm still acting like a kid, following them around downstairs. I shld at least, u know, spend more time on my studies. I try very hard to juz get them off my back cos I really nid to study. But looking at their pitiful faces begging me to join them, I'm unable to juz walk off & ignore them. U know they are still kids, they nid their playtime. But they shld also spare a thought for me. It's them having the holidays not me. Why can't they try & understand that I'm actually quite in need of more time to actually catch up wif my studies & very little time to juz fool around. I do hope they'll be able to understand my situation now, let me hv some time of my own to study & not keep buzzing at my ears. However if kids do understand , they won't be bugging continuously. They would juz buzz off & leave u alone. They are juz mere kids, sometimes it's also not fair to blame them. Maybe 1 day when they're in such a situation, they would be much more able to understand why sometimes I really juz blow my top at them , thinking that it's for no rhythm or reason.

Alright all , gd nite swt dreams
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