Sunday, February 28, 2010
@ 10:40 AM
Exams finally over.. attachment coming up next starting from tml , waking up freaking early & staying out late is back again =="
Simply hate this period .. haiz , pls go away faster.

Fri after paper had class bbq @ hafiz's place. Was quite awesome, haha , had fun.

When the holidays come, if u guys can't get in contact with me by hp or by online , dun worry. I'm juz using this period of time to chill & stay away from the crowd. But u guys can find me most probably at ECP , enjoying the breeze either at night or in the day tanning myself. If not , juz come over to my place, I'll be around.

My mood is fluctuating , sometimes I feel happy sometimes I feel sad. Reminiscing the places we've been , like ytd went with Nut to Far East to walk ard , rmb the shops we went to , what we did at each shops , telling Nut all abt it. The happy times will stay as memories.. my heart & soul will do the moving on , but it takes time.

These few days even after the exams are done, nv see u on msn. But doesn't really bother me anymore. I've made a choice to let u know what I'm thinking , so ya.. =) As long as u 2 stay happily tgt , hey that's what's best right ? For me & for u. =D

Alright then , til the next post .. gonna endure the horrible schedule of attachment. Cya !
coldness fills my heart , need a warm soul to heat it up
Saturday, February 20, 2010
@ 12:08 PM
Human beings.. u ppl know what are those ?

Humans are bipedal primates belonging to the species Homo sapiens (Latin: "wise man" or "knowing man") in Hominidae, the great ape family.[2][3] They are the only surviving members of the genus Homo. Humans have a highly developed brain, capable of abstract reasoning, language, introspection, and problem solving. This mental capability, combined with an erect body carriage that frees the hands for manipulating objects, has allowed humans to make far greater use of tools than any other species.

this is quoted from wikipedia.

But from what I've seen ,we dun put that highly developed brain of ours to very good use sometimes. Stimes we used them to the wrong extend , thinking abt harming ppl with it , thinking abt the ways to earn money & gaining stuff in a wrong way.
So...there are also idiots like me .

Nv had a goal in life, juz drifting on a piece of driftwood in the big sea. Already in this nursing course but nv had any intention to actually hv smth to do with it once I've graduated & finished my NS. Everything I've been doing seems like a waste of time to me , exams.. stressing over it. Maybe I should hv juz went to ITE or retake my O lvls to go some other places.

But I guess.. everything has been pre-destined , it's not possible to go against it.

Exams are in the way , attachment is up next. After all this bullshit , it's finally the holidays. I'm gonna used this holidays to do alot of thinking, maybe after that , some of you might no longer see me around whereas some might still hv contact with me. Or I would juz go on , stick to what I've in place & juz work on it to a better , stable future.

My mind is in complete chaos , I hv no idea what I really wan right now except a break , leave from the forever busy place to somewhr to chill my mind , let it rest , enjoy the breeze & the water or juz plain quietness in areas whr no one can find me or least expect me to be.

So if u guys are unable to contact me during the holidays , pls dun worry. I'll get back to u guys asap but dun worry, I won't do anything silly , I juz need a mental & physical break.

End of post..
I wish my mind could speak out loud to those ppl whom I want to..
Friday, February 19, 2010
@ 10:12 AM
Hey everyone I'm back ~

Let's start off by wishing my best friend , Devnath , A Happy 19th Birthday ! Hope u enjoy the day ahead ! See ya ltr =)

Today is first paper , mental health , I'm ady mentall stressed. LOL . After this post , I'm gonna start studying for it again. Pls God , let me do well for it can ? =)

right..I dun really know what to talk abt.. hmm... let's do alittle emo-ing here. haha

u know maybe if we hadn't meet , u won't gv me false hope , making me think that u like me whatsoever even though I actually asked & u said u did like me.
juz to let u know , u've chose the wrong person to like , look at ur status...engaged , u shld stop doing all this to me ,it's inappropriate.

maybe I myself hv fallen deep into this, but I ought to come out of it, we cnt continue doing this shit , it's not fair. Not fair for u , for him & for me. You'll always be in my mind , it's not necessary to do all that. At the end of the day , we'll still be close.

irritated , dunno what u're thinking , I shld bring u out & hv a heart to heart talk with u, know what you're actually thinking , do smth abt it.

Haiz I dunno what to do , I juz wanna concentrate on my studies , move on with my life , do smth worth my time & not waste it away..

do not mentally tortured me, I cnt take it
Sunday, February 14, 2010
@ 12:31 PM
HEY everybody ! Happy Chinese New Year & Valentine's Day to those celebrating it !

How time flies eh.. another new yr is here. Nv go do any visiting ah , no one to visit. Haha , maybe ltr got ppl come visiting ah.

First day ady quite a few ang pao. Happy only =P Still got somemore ang pao to get, even more happy. The only down side of this yr CNY is that exams are juz right after it , then followed by attachment. Super stress sia, spending CNY days studying for papers.

Thank God I no gf ah , if not valentine's day today also might hv to spend with her. Hahaha opps =X But to those who hv a partner , do enjoy yeah if u guys could =) Wait til it's my turn..then I'll join the grp. loL !

Alright then , looking forward to this wed , out with classmates for visiting at Poh's place , June's place & Mentor's place. =D

Til the next post.. Ciaos !
Thursday, February 11, 2010
@ 8:41 PM
it's been a week since I've last blogged.

School been great for the last few days , 1hr or so of lecture or tut to juz kill the day by having to go sch but it was worth it ah. Spend the last few days of the sem , Monday , Tuesday & Wednesday in sch. Spent the first 2 days with someone after sch. Although the hrs ain't that long but it was still enjoyable. (=

I'm gonna miss all my friends although I'm still gonna see them next wk during cny gathering & exams. These are the people that helped me pull through these few semesters. With them around , that's probably the reason why I stayed on. More & more ppl are becoming the reason why I stayed in this course despite the fact that I've nv liked it since the first day I stepped into it. For example , my classmates , my gan jie , my da jie & my bestie. They play a part in encouraging me to go on.
Thank you guys =)

Today went down market to help my dad , tml will be the same. Freaking tired , woke up like 6+. Went down to market to help til ard 3+ when we finally left the market. I got a sudden headache which is still causing pain to my damn skull. Think I'm also getting a flu , been sneezing & blowing my nose. Zz... Chinese New Year is coming , dun wanna fall sick at this time eh.

Okay then.. done with the post, dunno what else to say ah. Maybe I shld wish everyone a Happy Chinese New Year & to those couples out there a Happy Valentine's Day =)

Til the next post.. cya ~
Thursday, February 4, 2010
@ 8:50 AM
Justin Bieber - Baby Lyrics

oh woahh, oh woahh, oh woahhh

You know you love me
I know you care
And I would never, not be there
You are my love
You are my heart
And we would never, ever, ever be apart

Are we an item?
Girl quit playin'
We're just friends,
What are you sayin'
Take another look right in my eyes
My first love, broke my heart for the first time

And now I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I thought you'd always be mine (mine)
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I thought you'd always be mine

For you, I would have done whatever
and no i can't believe we're not together
And I'm gonn' play it cool
While I'm losin you
I'll buy you anything
I'll buy you any ring
Cause I'm in pieces
so come fix me
shake me til' you can wake me from this bad dream*
I'm goin down, down, dooown

*everybody!*

Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I thought you'd always be mine (mine)
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby ohh
I thought you'd always be mine

You can give me all of your love
just this time it wont be enough
Nobody told me this day would come
Now I'm all gone
You can give me all of your love
just this time it wont be enough
Nobody told me this day would come

I wa- I was like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I thought you'd always be mine (mine)

Yeahh, yeah, yeah
Yeahh, yeah, yeah
Yeahh, yeah, yeah
Yeahh, yeah, yeah
Yeahh, yeah, yeah
Now I'm all gone, gone, gone, gone
I'm gonee


the ludacris part not found in this lyrics ah. haha , cnt find. But hope u guys enjoy this new song =)
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
@ 9:27 PM
super long nv blog ady since like 17th last month ? Got alot of presentations & test etc.

BCLS first attempt failed but managed to pass it today, so lucky. Theory test also today , then need to 80% & above to be considered a pass. Stress.. but the test was ok lah. Got presentation early in the morning also . Wah final one for this sem, finally sia. Every damn presentation & test juz ended officially today.

BUT ! Exams are like only 1wk+ left ? My God , need lots of time to study & CNY is coming ady. Lesser lessons ady eh now, so got time to study. Heng ah, more like a study period. =)

Let's see , late nights for so long , really need a rest. Rest my brain , rest my muscles & rest this palm of mine which the skin got tore off coz of the One-Man CPR.. Still in pain ah , my little finger is also in pain , think got blueblack inside or smth. LOL

So much in my head eh , but brain abit dead ah, need to "revive" it slowly , need a rest. Will blog more when I'm free k

til the next post ! =)