Many days b4 I blog again..but going to be a short post..lazy lah.. haha. Ok let's get to ytd..still ok nth much to do other than attachment stuff. Juz 3 more days before attachment finally finished,quite excited abt it. Today after shift,went out with naqiah & june to get smth. Reached home ard 6+. Still ok lah the past wk of attachment..lecturer put me in charge of collecting everyone with are not bonded the piece of paper to get their pay for working these 10 days.. She seems to trust me alot..weird.. some say she likes me..thinking I hv the potential or smth..aiya whatever lah, as long as I passed. Anyways..finishing attachment soon. Next monday is class chalet. I finally got my approval from my parents..but my dad's fren got to come fetch me ard 10+. Also I nid to bring my 2 buddies along.

aiya dunno what else to blog abt..k lah til the next post ppl..byebye ~

It's been quite awhile since I blog..got attachment mah so bo bian..everyday doing the standard stuff plus hv to do case study also. Very insane sia..the lecturer's expectations very high..hv to do case study for like every patient we hv in our cubicle sia. But luckily this wk I got 2 patients only. Next wk I would most probably hv more patients to look after which is to me, keeping my time occupied rather than nth to do. Well..the wk passed very slowly..it's like the time is crawling so slowly. Cnt tahan the boredness when u hv no patients to attend to. Wah for the past 2 days.. I think I strain my legs too much..basketball after my morning shift sia & walk here & there somemore. Now my legs are hurting.. Nid to go & apply medicated oil on my legs liao. HaHa..still got a wk to go..hope everything turns out okay.. I wan to pass my attachment lei. Hopefully the lecturer will gv chance lah..but I'll also prove to her I can take my own initiative to take care of my patients & do all my case studies. She always thinks that we are too passive learner..dunno how to auto, then nid her to push us then we go do. Actually is not we are passive u know..is hor when she not ard we did so many things already..then the time when she is ard right..is when there is nth left to do liao which is the time when mostly all the work are done. Then she come & say us no initiative. WTF lah.. I'm so gonna prove to her lor.

Aiya ok lah..will post another time soon..maybe a wk ltr after attachment is over..can't wait for it to finish seriously..my legs are hurting..
I do pity her as well sometimes..

1st day of ttsh attachment..very very sian ok..right now when I'm typing I'm feeling equally sian. Firstly..we nv knew that the lecturer will be late..so kena scold for sitting inside tea room..dunno how to come out on our own to get someone to orientate us. Wah I swear lor..they are like freaking busy..nv stop one ok !! how the stupid lecturer expect us to come out on our own to get someone to get us orientated.. so u can imagine how jialat we kena from her..then she also say what.. u all ah like that..can forget abt passing. I was like fuck off lah..who are u to say we like that can forget abt passing. She's juz a damn lecturer lah..she's damn one kind one lor..attitude got problem, like she know everything like that. Everything ah ask liao then ask us for ans..then expect us to know everything on the spot. After that lei..say go back & find out on ur own. ==" really lor..dunno how to survive with her as our lecturer in charge. How to pass sia !! Everyday still hv to take down at least 3 diagnoses & 3 medications..she's going to ask us everything abt it. Like wth..we are here for attachment not for her to drill us to do so many other things lah !! Somemore she wants to everyday do a case study with her verbally. WTF !! it's like asking us to know every shit on the spot. We're merely student nurses not like her, a lecturer sia. Then lei..she keep asking me to wake up..hello I'm wide awake ok.. She thinks I'm dreaming lah..fuck off sia. She want to gv me attitude I control..after attachment dun hv to see her already. Damn scared sia got this kind of lecturer with high expectation of like only passing half of the students. Wah I swear lah, if she fail me, I might really kill her sia. Maybe I shld keep all the dangerous object away when she assessing me on the last day or smth like that. I scared I end up killing her.

So this is roughly what 1st day of attachment at ttsh is like lah, got a feeling going to be worse soon. Hope not though coz I'm already feeling the pressure from the environment let alone the lecturer.

K lah signing off.. bb
I kill silently..u will nv know how u died

Back with a post..let me summarise the few days of attachment k.. K since I blog on monday..

Let's start with Tuesday.. Was in the treatment room..so a section was for the emergency & treatment, the other is for TB patients who come to the clinic for regular medication after being referred from TBCU & also the room for asthma counselling & all the asthma stuff lah. Was rather boring coz had very little case. I think the only interesting one was the little with high fever so the senior stuff nurse had to do tepid sponging.

K now Wednesday.. Wah siao lor..keep running abt like mad..coz hor.. I cnt go the wellness for women room mah..so hor the nurse call me to go over so that she can gv me orientation on it. Basically is abt cervical cancer & the breast thingy lor.. I'm supposed to be in the room for diabetic foot & diabetic retinography & healthing counselling room. But hor run abt lor..siao one lor.. then also the immunisation room nurse ask me go over to be orientated also..run abt 2 floors. LOL !! Was quite boring actually..haha only the moving abt part is fun. I must be psycho !! HaHa !!

Moving on to ytd which is Thursday.. kena send back to treatment room !! I love that room at the ground floor man !! The nurses are great there.. I'm already missing them..forgot to say bb to them. )= The nurse serving TB patients medication & the nurse who does asthma cases are the btr one.. they taught me alot..thx alot.. ytd got more cases on asthma coz raining..the nurse also told us that sure will hv cases coming in. Sure enough got at least 3 cases which is like alot already lor. On tuesday only 1 asthma counselling. Kns sia !! Oh btw..the nurse is a partial coffee addict . Haha !! Saw her going through info on the net on coffee addicts.. also she uses FB..shld hv gotten her email add..lol.. anyways the TB nurse was gd also..she's been in nursing for more than 40yr leh..now already senior stuff nurse. I can say she very experienced, from the way she speaks to me & the patients.. very admirable.. haha. The day was great lah basically.

OH then after that, called to play basketball with greg & nut. I brought my godbro along to play..legs are still damn tired right now. lol !!

Moving to today..last day of attachment.. sad right ? K lah to me.. it's sad for me coz I miss them.. sound like an old lady repeating the same thing again & again. LOL !! K today was..at immunisation room & development assessment room. The DA room rather boring lah..saw 2 cases only. Immunisation room not bad..not abt watching babies cry but seeing their little faces..so adorable.. only 2 babies out of dunno how many nv cry.. 1 boy 1 girl. Steady lah..haha. Also went for the antenatal & postnatal care for mother & child stuff like that lah.. Aiya.. abt the same as tuesday lor. But really lah..overall I learnt alot.After lunch..we got a debrief session to like find out what we have learnt lor. But sian..hv to do a write up for this polyclinic attachment. My topic is abt the services in geylang polyclinic..shldn't be much of a prob..coz got them online also. loL !! Ya that's abt it for the post.. abit sian to talk abt ltr lah.. haha

K all til the next post..while awaiting next wk attachment to ttsh..

Wah damn damn sian..attachment finally started..wah tell u really lor..waste of time lor..started at ard 8+..we were stranded outside the polyclinic at geylang. Haha..none of us actually bothered to walk in to find out who is the person in charge lor. Haha..k anyways..1st day was at the wound dressing room. All the staff nurse ask me to open the dressing set & pour normal saline for them. Haha..so boring.. then hor make me run up & down juz to chase those patients who forgot their appointment cards..even plaster ok !! WTF lah..still hv how many more days to go..I can predict that I'm really going to die for this lah..complete waste of time..pls gv me more things to do..my friday is going to be boring at the polyclinic.. kena send into the immunisation & development assessment room..wonder how would I rot there..

After shift..told Devnath to come over & meet me at the polyclinic to pass me my wireless thingy..finally got it !! Using my wireless to type my post now..anyways.. Was damn fed-up lah..the stupid desktop cnt detect my mouse !! Fucked up rite !! I was damn pissed off I juz swing my hand to whack the CPU then the stupid thing restarted..but still cnt detect the mouse..Forget it..wasted my time. Sian tml results coming out already..Naqiah say wan to conference ltr at 11..dunno can stay awake or not..maybe I might fall aslp halfway talking.. loL..
Aiya sian..I hope the days ahead would be better..hv to wake up damn early take & change dunno how many buses..hope I dun miss my stops if not I jialat.. ><

K lah til the next post..

Back with another post..started off like everyday..watch tv, godbro used laptop in the morning so nv used it. Let's juz fast forward to aftn..played dota with nut..we lost..haha but then we won a round juz awhile ago.Sis hv tution from 11-2. After that ard 4+.. went downstairs with my godbro & sis. Was rather retarded..we were actually trying to catch dried leaves when they flew down from the trees.. ==" childish right..was kinda stupid though..one of the leaf juz flew right beside me..so I juz had to grab it with my fist..loL.. K then after so long..nv got caught in the rain on purpose..almost forgot how cold the rain was..simply fun after so long nv played in the rain. Haha..

K then night juz sian sian lor..nth to do juz watch tv..read through abit of my notes b4 attachments starts..it's like 1 day n a few hrs more to the 1st day of attachment. In a way..I'm not prepared for it yet..not mentally prepared to be specific.I hope I dun screw up any of my modules coz it's freaking troublesome to go back to sch to take sub paper during attachment period time. I got a bad feeling this attachment won't turn out to be a pleasant one for me..but let's juz hope for the best.

K all gd nite will be posting less soon..dun hv to miss my posts..haha

Another post..k started out early today at 8.30 again..woke up got ready to set off to find out how to get to geylang polyclinic. I must say that it's really damn irritating..all tgt I hv to change at least 3-4 buses juz to get there ok..to make things worse hv to walk also !! Why can't they juz send me to toa payoh polyclinic..buggers.. anyways.. took abt 1 hr to reach..so gotta wake up early. K then after that..bought food when we came back with mum & sis. In the aftn ard 1..told devnath to come over to hang out stuff like that..but we went outram 1st to meet up with murni & naqiah..wanted to pass murni the bday present I got her like 2wks ago..lol.. nv had the time to pass it to her. Then naqiah pass to me her copy of her assignment writing to juz read through to see if it's alright..it looks fine to me lah. Haha..k then left with nut to orchard to a shop that sells converse shoes but not a converse shop. loL .. then decided to head to the IT fair to check out price of hard disk , the linksys wireless thing & other stuff lah..so freaking packed lah the whole place..even in the bus also damn packed..legs went numb standing all the way in the trip back home. Reached home ard 4+.. Godbro came over to stay for the holidays.. Went to cut my hair at ard 6.30..damn short damn ugly..no other comments..can't wait for it to grow back lah..coz of attachment hv to cut & it's starting next monday..Haiz sianz.. nvm btr than rotting at home so often.. (=

k alright all..til the next post..

back with another post.. I'm wondering why every morning I wake up the same time at 8.30 sometimes slightly earlier or later.. anyways..stayed home whole day..wasted my morning & part of my noon. Went to pick mei mei at 5.30. She was out early today though.. then went home watch tv then dance with her. loL! When she went to bathe..dunno what my maid did..kena my mei mei's hip bone most probably. She was in pain..can see very obvious. Rub medicated oil for her to maybe ease the pain. At night.. awhile before 9..helped my mum to rub her right leg..seems much btr compared to the abt 1 wk back. eh nth else to blog abt..

Gd nite all haha..

Another post..been posting quite alot these days..maybe coz I might not post often for the next 3 wks..got attachment..so irritating, hv to wake up earlier & work shifts for the attachment in the hospital attachment. I hope I dun screw them up. Most probably going to revise my stuff on sat & sun. K forget abt this..let's talk abt today..followed mum to the temple today..her right leg is getting btr..though it still look not okay on the outside. Mum went to work in the aftn coz today aftn shift mah. Lol.. spend my aftn dunno doing what..juz slacking in front of my com. Then came the picking up sis time with dad at 3. When my sis got onto the lorry..I told her.. mei mei ur tooth drop liao..as in juz a joke lah. Then hor..came back hor.. my mei mei come towards & tell me.. kor kor my tooth really drop liao haha ! Guess so far what I said juz seem to come true. Scary..let's juz say I'll meet my partner tml ? Hmm..might happened since many things that I said juz seem to happen so coincidentally.

K then night came.. uncle & aunt came to tution sis.. were late but nvm.. Then came the part of the day which actually perked me up coz the long lost movie I was awaiting was broadcasted on HBO. For those who dunno what is that.. it's a chnl on the starhub cable tv thingy. Anyways.. the show was "SPACE JAM". I couldn't download it on funshion but managed to watch it before I came on. So freaking awesome..it's been so so long.. like when I was juz a little kid.. this show has already made me feel interested in basketball. That's abt it.

Got a qn for my classmates.. will it make a diff if I nv turn up for the chalet or if I did turn up? Not trying to find trouble or anything.. It's juz that maybe if anyone could tell me the diff..then maybe I could convince my parents to let me turn up, however possiblity of me going for the chalet is really slim. Dun wanna talk abt the reason coz whenever I think of it.. it juz pissed me off straight away..but I might not be going coz of my parents.. dun wan my parents to worry unneccessarily..

Til the next post..
when will my freaking right hand heal ?!?!

back with another post.. went out with devnath this aftn..managed to get out of his house coz his dad asked him to go get smth done for him. But could only stayed out until 6..we left early though..juz had nowhr else to go..what happened in between was we met up with nut's fren & her bf..walk ard city area..went to kfc to eat & talk.. after that we kinda like pangseh them..then we went to funan digital mall to look for devnath's price stuff to get a self-customized desktop. Left the place around 4+.. missed 2 147 bus lah..but then 1 came soon after didn't waited long..

Feel damn fucking pissed off for no reason lah..am I really insane after ytd's headache? I think I am.. Got so pissed juz bcoz my little sis used the laptop for like abt an hr or so..Sat there like a block & stoning at the tv programme..though it's supposed to be hilarious but I was like juz stoning..as if I was staring right through the tv. Freaking insane right now..dun talk to me, I might juz shout into ur face or show u some attitude u dun wan to see seriously.. I apologise though.. coz I'm seriously mad for nth..

Hello all~ back with another post..think I'm gonna fall sick soon. Had diarrhea 3 times this morning, not very jialat though. My right leg start to feel pain for no damn reason..my brain is probably fighting another war again up there in the skull. Probably going to die soon..lol !! Dota with devnath this morning as usual. Been spending most of my time on the laptop like almost the whole day..seriously very badly..but once attachment starts..dun think I'll even have time to use it. Been bugged by ppl again..like in the past..asking me the same old qn.. I swear it's getting on my nerves.. I won't die without a gf alright. So for goodness sake pls so stop asking me..I'm single alright..it's juz not time yet..besides no one seems to be interested in me. So for now..I'm juz sticking to status quo. There are already so many ppl for me to care abt.. u ppl know who I'm talking abt. Other than them.. I seriously dun wan to get into a relationship anytime soon. Irritating.. yet I thanked u ppl for being concerned..

Done with my post.. night
let's juz end this on a happy note

Didn't blog ytd..dunno what to blog abt though. Juz wanna juz blog for the fun of blogging. Ytd & today mum is home coz she's not working & also bcoz her leg is still injured but she'll be back at work tml. Hope she will be alright soon. Her temper has been rather random these 2 days..maybe cause by the pain. Anyways..she was rather angered by juz asking her for smth.. isn't that really depressing? Yeah & I was rather pissed off coz she juz scolded me for no reason ytd. But nvm..since she's not in the mood. Had problems here & there these few days.. frenz & family problems.. trying to solve them 1 at a time. Hope to get things back on track once again..really hate to see ppl sad whatsoever..can't anyone juz stay happy ? Is happiness really smth very tough to obtain ? Why must some ppl make others life difficult? If they really meant well..they shld do what they ought to do..not juz stick to the status quo but make a change to their lives.. their behaviour towards their loved ones.. Very depressing indeed. I've tried to understand what it meant by loving & hating someone at the same time. It's really very weird but I can accept it coz I had such an experience before in the past. Totally not what u wan to expect.. nv try it for those who haven't had such experiences.

alright got nth else to say..tired to blog abt so many problems.. til I solved them..dun think blogging abt it will helped one bit. Til the next post ppl..
mad at u, mad at me

Back with another post. Alright as usual dota with devnath in the morning. HaHa. We're becoming btr day after day..but still nid lots of improvement. Okay then..mum called home close to noon time. She fell down. OMG her right leg was like swollen lah. Her superior brought her to the doctor then fetch her back home. She was like limping her way around the house. Hope she recover soon, know the feeling of falling down & hv to limp around everywhr u go & feeling the unbearable pain.
K then.. nth much happened today. Sis had tution from 6-8, Sian the whole day was boring without anything to do. That's abt all for today's post.

Alright all..gd nite all til the next post..
sometimes gdbye is a second chance

I've been emo-ing again..but let's put it to the back of the post. Today started well..early in the morning already dota. Me & nut were already pawning the AI though they are only easy. But from how we play we are actually much btr than b4 right dude ? HaHa. K anyways.. ard noon time continue to watch slumdog millionaire. Wah that guy is so cool..he could juz guess away his ans to a 20mil rupees qn. Then watched until ard 4+. After that get ready to pick my sis from sch with my dad. K then the day went on..til the night. Mum got a new phone, a china phone..but seriously it's a touchscreen , can play radio without a earpiece also can watch tv sia. It's quite gd for a china phone. Tml will be hanging out with Devnath coz staying home is boring.

Alright for the emo part of my post..I seriously need to blog out all these thoughts in my head or I'll nv slp more peacefully. ytd naqiah asked me while we were walking to the mrt station on the way back whether i was going for the chalet after the attachment or not. I didn't know why I juz said straight without thinking that I'm not confirmed. Didn't know why this ans juz came out like so quickly but to tell the truth, I really wanna go. Why must some luck thing cause so much misery in me? It's really damn depressing. It's like a whole group of ppl whom u know are going, but bcoz of this bad luck thing that cause all this disappointment in me. I know by not going, I can put my parents' mind at ease but I seriously wan to go for it. I can't think of anyway to change my parents' mind. Even if I did change one's mind, the other might not. U know it's like u hv to choose between obeying ur parents & going out with ur classmates. At the same time I'm also thinking..if I did go..would I be noticed by anyone around ? Sometimes I feel I nv existed..issit bcoz I'm juz too quiet at times or issit juz bcoz ppl chose to not know that I'm there ? I can't believe such stuff can actually cause me to emo so badly til I can even create a headache out of it.

I feel much btr after blurting out on my blog. Besides.. it's where I express what I could nv say out with words from my mouth. If I indirectly affect anyone with what I said in my post..pls accept my apologies..I juz nid to let them out or else I'll die of internal injury.

Alright all..til the next post.
I really wan stop

Alright starting with early morning at ard 8+. Was dota-ing with devnath. After that went on to d/l back the past songs.. k then went out after that at ard 1 to vivo to meet up with june , mizan, murni & naqiah. Talk talk for awhile then went to eat at burger king.. then decided to watch movie.. so went to watch "Marley & Me". It's very nice , I think most ppl will like it. The movie was at ard 4.20-4.25.. so walked around vivo til the movie started. Actually after that nth much happened..having leg cramps & headache. I think my left leg is giving up one day. So screwed lah.

Been emo-ing again since awhile ago.. I feel that some ppl are being cold to me..like how they ans me via in whatever ways they present it. Only certain ppl were like still okay. I dunno why I'm emo-ing over this matter but those who are u know being cold to me are the ones more closer to me. Oh that seriously sucks I swear. Imagine yourself in my situation..u nv want to be in this situation. Juz let me blurt everything out here & I would most probably be after that.

Alright all gd nite..til the next post
hate the feeling

Been quite some time since I blog. It's already a new month counting down to attachment at the meantime. Everyday juz seems to be getting more & more boring. Today still okay.. dota the whole day til ard 6+. Haha won some lost some but very fun. Played with godbro's classmate as well as Devnath. Really damn bored after staying home like everyday but still ok lah btr than really rotting, at least got smth to do. Tml will be going out with classmates..wonder how long I will hang out.. dun wanna stay out too late either. Might hv to go pick my sis up after sch tml. We'll see how..

Alright all..gd nite. maybe I'll blog abt tml if I hv the mood to. (=
giving up on one , going for another much ltr

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My name is Aaron Lim.
Birthday:21 August 1991
Country: Singapore
Race:Chinese
Zodiac:Yr of the Sheep
Horoscope:Leo
Status:Single

Many days b4 I blog again..but going to be a short post..lazy lah.. haha. Ok let's get to ytd..still ok nth much to do other than attachment stuff. Juz 3 more days before attachment finally finished,quite excited abt it. Today after shift,went out with naqiah & june to get smth. Reached home ard 6+. Still ok lah the past wk of attachment..lecturer put me in charge of collecting everyone with are not bonded the piece of paper to get their pay for working these 10 days.. She seems to trust me alot..weird.. some say she likes me..thinking I hv the potential or smth..aiya whatever lah, as long as I passed. Anyways..finishing attachment soon. Next monday is class chalet. I finally got my approval from my parents..but my dad's fren got to come fetch me ard 10+. Also I nid to bring my 2 buddies along.

aiya dunno what else to blog abt..k lah til the next post ppl..byebye ~

It's been quite awhile since I blog..got attachment mah so bo bian..everyday doing the standard stuff plus hv to do case study also. Very insane sia..the lecturer's expectations very high..hv to do case study for like every patient we hv in our cubicle sia. But luckily this wk I got 2 patients only. Next wk I would most probably hv more patients to look after which is to me, keeping my time occupied rather than nth to do. Well..the wk passed very slowly..it's like the time is crawling so slowly. Cnt tahan the boredness when u hv no patients to attend to. Wah for the past 2 days.. I think I strain my legs too much..basketball after my morning shift sia & walk here & there somemore. Now my legs are hurting.. Nid to go & apply medicated oil on my legs liao. HaHa..still got a wk to go..hope everything turns out okay.. I wan to pass my attachment lei. Hopefully the lecturer will gv chance lah..but I'll also prove to her I can take my own initiative to take care of my patients & do all my case studies. She always thinks that we are too passive learner..dunno how to auto, then nid her to push us then we go do. Actually is not we are passive u know..is hor when she not ard we did so many things already..then the time when she is ard right..is when there is nth left to do liao which is the time when mostly all the work are done. Then she come & say us no initiative. WTF lah.. I'm so gonna prove to her lor.

Aiya ok lah..will post another time soon..maybe a wk ltr after attachment is over..can't wait for it to finish seriously..my legs are hurting..
I do pity her as well sometimes..

1st day of ttsh attachment..very very sian ok..right now when I'm typing I'm feeling equally sian. Firstly..we nv knew that the lecturer will be late..so kena scold for sitting inside tea room..dunno how to come out on our own to get someone to orientate us. Wah I swear lor..they are like freaking busy..nv stop one ok !! how the stupid lecturer expect us to come out on our own to get someone to get us orientated.. so u can imagine how jialat we kena from her..then she also say what.. u all ah like that..can forget abt passing. I was like fuck off lah..who are u to say we like that can forget abt passing. She's juz a damn lecturer lah..she's damn one kind one lor..attitude got problem, like she know everything like that. Everything ah ask liao then ask us for ans..then expect us to know everything on the spot. After that lei..say go back & find out on ur own. ==" really lor..dunno how to survive with her as our lecturer in charge. How to pass sia !! Everyday still hv to take down at least 3 diagnoses & 3 medications..she's going to ask us everything abt it. Like wth..we are here for attachment not for her to drill us to do so many other things lah !! Somemore she wants to everyday do a case study with her verbally. WTF !! it's like asking us to know every shit on the spot. We're merely student nurses not like her, a lecturer sia. Then lei..she keep asking me to wake up..hello I'm wide awake ok.. She thinks I'm dreaming lah..fuck off sia. She want to gv me attitude I control..after attachment dun hv to see her already. Damn scared sia got this kind of lecturer with high expectation of like only passing half of the students. Wah I swear lah, if she fail me, I might really kill her sia. Maybe I shld keep all the dangerous object away when she assessing me on the last day or smth like that. I scared I end up killing her.

So this is roughly what 1st day of attachment at ttsh is like lah, got a feeling going to be worse soon. Hope not though coz I'm already feeling the pressure from the environment let alone the lecturer.

K lah signing off.. bb
I kill silently..u will nv know how u died

Back with a post..let me summarise the few days of attachment k.. K since I blog on monday..

Let's start with Tuesday.. Was in the treatment room..so a section was for the emergency & treatment, the other is for TB patients who come to the clinic for regular medication after being referred from TBCU & also the room for asthma counselling & all the asthma stuff lah. Was rather boring coz had very little case. I think the only interesting one was the little with high fever so the senior stuff nurse had to do tepid sponging.

K now Wednesday.. Wah siao lor..keep running abt like mad..coz hor.. I cnt go the wellness for women room mah..so hor the nurse call me to go over so that she can gv me orientation on it. Basically is abt cervical cancer & the breast thingy lor.. I'm supposed to be in the room for diabetic foot & diabetic retinography & healthing counselling room. But hor run abt lor..siao one lor.. then also the immunisation room nurse ask me go over to be orientated also..run abt 2 floors. LOL !! Was quite boring actually..haha only the moving abt part is fun. I must be psycho !! HaHa !!

Moving on to ytd which is Thursday.. kena send back to treatment room !! I love that room at the ground floor man !! The nurses are great there.. I'm already missing them..forgot to say bb to them. )= The nurse serving TB patients medication & the nurse who does asthma cases are the btr one.. they taught me alot..thx alot.. ytd got more cases on asthma coz raining..the nurse also told us that sure will hv cases coming in. Sure enough got at least 3 cases which is like alot already lor. On tuesday only 1 asthma counselling. Kns sia !! Oh btw..the nurse is a partial coffee addict . Haha !! Saw her going through info on the net on coffee addicts.. also she uses FB..shld hv gotten her email add..lol.. anyways the TB nurse was gd also..she's been in nursing for more than 40yr leh..now already senior stuff nurse. I can say she very experienced, from the way she speaks to me & the patients.. very admirable.. haha. The day was great lah basically.

OH then after that, called to play basketball with greg & nut. I brought my godbro along to play..legs are still damn tired right now. lol !!

Moving to today..last day of attachment.. sad right ? K lah to me.. it's sad for me coz I miss them.. sound like an old lady repeating the same thing again & again. LOL !! K today was..at immunisation room & development assessment room. The DA room rather boring lah..saw 2 cases only. Immunisation room not bad..not abt watching babies cry but seeing their little faces..so adorable.. only 2 babies out of dunno how many nv cry.. 1 boy 1 girl. Steady lah..haha. Also went for the antenatal & postnatal care for mother & child stuff like that lah.. Aiya.. abt the same as tuesday lor. But really lah..overall I learnt alot.After lunch..we got a debrief session to like find out what we have learnt lor. But sian..hv to do a write up for this polyclinic attachment. My topic is abt the services in geylang polyclinic..shldn't be much of a prob..coz got them online also. loL !! Ya that's abt it for the post.. abit sian to talk abt ltr lah.. haha

K all til the next post..while awaiting next wk attachment to ttsh..

Wah damn damn sian..attachment finally started..wah tell u really lor..waste of time lor..started at ard 8+..we were stranded outside the polyclinic at geylang. Haha..none of us actually bothered to walk in to find out who is the person in charge lor. Haha..k anyways..1st day was at the wound dressing room. All the staff nurse ask me to open the dressing set & pour normal saline for them. Haha..so boring.. then hor make me run up & down juz to chase those patients who forgot their appointment cards..even plaster ok !! WTF lah..still hv how many more days to go..I can predict that I'm really going to die for this lah..complete waste of time..pls gv me more things to do..my friday is going to be boring at the polyclinic.. kena send into the immunisation & development assessment room..wonder how would I rot there..

After shift..told Devnath to come over & meet me at the polyclinic to pass me my wireless thingy..finally got it !! Using my wireless to type my post now..anyways.. Was damn fed-up lah..the stupid desktop cnt detect my mouse !! Fucked up rite !! I was damn pissed off I juz swing my hand to whack the CPU then the stupid thing restarted..but still cnt detect the mouse..Forget it..wasted my time. Sian tml results coming out already..Naqiah say wan to conference ltr at 11..dunno can stay awake or not..maybe I might fall aslp halfway talking.. loL..
Aiya sian..I hope the days ahead would be better..hv to wake up damn early take & change dunno how many buses..hope I dun miss my stops if not I jialat.. ><

K lah til the next post..

Back with another post..started off like everyday..watch tv, godbro used laptop in the morning so nv used it. Let's juz fast forward to aftn..played dota with nut..we lost..haha but then we won a round juz awhile ago.Sis hv tution from 11-2. After that ard 4+.. went downstairs with my godbro & sis. Was rather retarded..we were actually trying to catch dried leaves when they flew down from the trees.. ==" childish right..was kinda stupid though..one of the leaf juz flew right beside me..so I juz had to grab it with my fist..loL.. K then after so long..nv got caught in the rain on purpose..almost forgot how cold the rain was..simply fun after so long nv played in the rain. Haha..

K then night juz sian sian lor..nth to do juz watch tv..read through abit of my notes b4 attachments starts..it's like 1 day n a few hrs more to the 1st day of attachment. In a way..I'm not prepared for it yet..not mentally prepared to be specific.I hope I dun screw up any of my modules coz it's freaking troublesome to go back to sch to take sub paper during attachment period time. I got a bad feeling this attachment won't turn out to be a pleasant one for me..but let's juz hope for the best.

K all gd nite will be posting less soon..dun hv to miss my posts..haha

Another post..k started out early today at 8.30 again..woke up got ready to set off to find out how to get to geylang polyclinic. I must say that it's really damn irritating..all tgt I hv to change at least 3-4 buses juz to get there ok..to make things worse hv to walk also !! Why can't they juz send me to toa payoh polyclinic..buggers.. anyways.. took abt 1 hr to reach..so gotta wake up early. K then after that..bought food when we came back with mum & sis. In the aftn ard 1..told devnath to come over to hang out stuff like that..but we went outram 1st to meet up with murni & naqiah..wanted to pass murni the bday present I got her like 2wks ago..lol.. nv had the time to pass it to her. Then naqiah pass to me her copy of her assignment writing to juz read through to see if it's alright..it looks fine to me lah. Haha..k then left with nut to orchard to a shop that sells converse shoes but not a converse shop. loL .. then decided to head to the IT fair to check out price of hard disk , the linksys wireless thing & other stuff lah..so freaking packed lah the whole place..even in the bus also damn packed..legs went numb standing all the way in the trip back home. Reached home ard 4+.. Godbro came over to stay for the holidays.. Went to cut my hair at ard 6.30..damn short damn ugly..no other comments..can't wait for it to grow back lah..coz of attachment hv to cut & it's starting next monday..Haiz sianz.. nvm btr than rotting at home so often.. (=

k alright all..til the next post..

back with another post.. I'm wondering why every morning I wake up the same time at 8.30 sometimes slightly earlier or later.. anyways..stayed home whole day..wasted my morning & part of my noon. Went to pick mei mei at 5.30. She was out early today though.. then went home watch tv then dance with her. loL! When she went to bathe..dunno what my maid did..kena my mei mei's hip bone most probably. She was in pain..can see very obvious. Rub medicated oil for her to maybe ease the pain. At night.. awhile before 9..helped my mum to rub her right leg..seems much btr compared to the abt 1 wk back. eh nth else to blog abt..

Gd nite all haha..

Another post..been posting quite alot these days..maybe coz I might not post often for the next 3 wks..got attachment..so irritating, hv to wake up earlier & work shifts for the attachment in the hospital attachment. I hope I dun screw them up. Most probably going to revise my stuff on sat & sun. K forget abt this..let's talk abt today..followed mum to the temple today..her right leg is getting btr..though it still look not okay on the outside. Mum went to work in the aftn coz today aftn shift mah. Lol.. spend my aftn dunno doing what..juz slacking in front of my com. Then came the picking up sis time with dad at 3. When my sis got onto the lorry..I told her.. mei mei ur tooth drop liao..as in juz a joke lah. Then hor..came back hor.. my mei mei come towards & tell me.. kor kor my tooth really drop liao haha ! Guess so far what I said juz seem to come true. Scary..let's juz say I'll meet my partner tml ? Hmm..might happened since many things that I said juz seem to happen so coincidentally.

K then night came.. uncle & aunt came to tution sis.. were late but nvm.. Then came the part of the day which actually perked me up coz the long lost movie I was awaiting was broadcasted on HBO. For those who dunno what is that.. it's a chnl on the starhub cable tv thingy. Anyways.. the show was "SPACE JAM". I couldn't download it on funshion but managed to watch it before I came on. So freaking awesome..it's been so so long.. like when I was juz a little kid.. this show has already made me feel interested in basketball. That's abt it.

Got a qn for my classmates.. will it make a diff if I nv turn up for the chalet or if I did turn up? Not trying to find trouble or anything.. It's juz that maybe if anyone could tell me the diff..then maybe I could convince my parents to let me turn up, however possiblity of me going for the chalet is really slim. Dun wanna talk abt the reason coz whenever I think of it.. it juz pissed me off straight away..but I might not be going coz of my parents.. dun wan my parents to worry unneccessarily..

Til the next post..
when will my freaking right hand heal ?!?!

back with another post.. went out with devnath this aftn..managed to get out of his house coz his dad asked him to go get smth done for him. But could only stayed out until 6..we left early though..juz had nowhr else to go..what happened in between was we met up with nut's fren & her bf..walk ard city area..went to kfc to eat & talk.. after that we kinda like pangseh them..then we went to funan digital mall to look for devnath's price stuff to get a self-customized desktop. Left the place around 4+.. missed 2 147 bus lah..but then 1 came soon after didn't waited long..

Feel damn fucking pissed off for no reason lah..am I really insane after ytd's headache? I think I am.. Got so pissed juz bcoz my little sis used the laptop for like abt an hr or so..Sat there like a block & stoning at the tv programme..though it's supposed to be hilarious but I was like juz stoning..as if I was staring right through the tv. Freaking insane right now..dun talk to me, I might juz shout into ur face or show u some attitude u dun wan to see seriously.. I apologise though.. coz I'm seriously mad for nth..

Hello all~ back with another post..think I'm gonna fall sick soon. Had diarrhea 3 times this morning, not very jialat though. My right leg start to feel pain for no damn reason..my brain is probably fighting another war again up there in the skull. Probably going to die soon..lol !! Dota with devnath this morning as usual. Been spending most of my time on the laptop like almost the whole day..seriously very badly..but once attachment starts..dun think I'll even have time to use it. Been bugged by ppl again..like in the past..asking me the same old qn.. I swear it's getting on my nerves.. I won't die without a gf alright. So for goodness sake pls so stop asking me..I'm single alright..it's juz not time yet..besides no one seems to be interested in me. So for now..I'm juz sticking to status quo. There are already so many ppl for me to care abt.. u ppl know who I'm talking abt. Other than them.. I seriously dun wan to get into a relationship anytime soon. Irritating.. yet I thanked u ppl for being concerned..

Done with my post.. night
let's juz end this on a happy note

Didn't blog ytd..dunno what to blog abt though. Juz wanna juz blog for the fun of blogging. Ytd & today mum is home coz she's not working & also bcoz her leg is still injured but she'll be back at work tml. Hope she will be alright soon. Her temper has been rather random these 2 days..maybe cause by the pain. Anyways..she was rather angered by juz asking her for smth.. isn't that really depressing? Yeah & I was rather pissed off coz she juz scolded me for no reason ytd. But nvm..since she's not in the mood. Had problems here & there these few days.. frenz & family problems.. trying to solve them 1 at a time. Hope to get things back on track once again..really hate to see ppl sad whatsoever..can't anyone juz stay happy ? Is happiness really smth very tough to obtain ? Why must some ppl make others life difficult? If they really meant well..they shld do what they ought to do..not juz stick to the status quo but make a change to their lives.. their behaviour towards their loved ones.. Very depressing indeed. I've tried to understand what it meant by loving & hating someone at the same time. It's really very weird but I can accept it coz I had such an experience before in the past. Totally not what u wan to expect.. nv try it for those who haven't had such experiences.

alright got nth else to say..tired to blog abt so many problems.. til I solved them..dun think blogging abt it will helped one bit. Til the next post ppl..
mad at u, mad at me

Back with another post. Alright as usual dota with devnath in the morning. HaHa. We're becoming btr day after day..but still nid lots of improvement. Okay then..mum called home close to noon time. She fell down. OMG her right leg was like swollen lah. Her superior brought her to the doctor then fetch her back home. She was like limping her way around the house. Hope she recover soon, know the feeling of falling down & hv to limp around everywhr u go & feeling the unbearable pain.
K then.. nth much happened today. Sis had tution from 6-8, Sian the whole day was boring without anything to do. That's abt all for today's post.

Alright all..gd nite all til the next post..
sometimes gdbye is a second chance

I've been emo-ing again..but let's put it to the back of the post. Today started well..early in the morning already dota. Me & nut were already pawning the AI though they are only easy. But from how we play we are actually much btr than b4 right dude ? HaHa. K anyways.. ard noon time continue to watch slumdog millionaire. Wah that guy is so cool..he could juz guess away his ans to a 20mil rupees qn. Then watched until ard 4+. After that get ready to pick my sis from sch with my dad. K then the day went on..til the night. Mum got a new phone, a china phone..but seriously it's a touchscreen , can play radio without a earpiece also can watch tv sia. It's quite gd for a china phone. Tml will be hanging out with Devnath coz staying home is boring.

Alright for the emo part of my post..I seriously need to blog out all these thoughts in my head or I'll nv slp more peacefully. ytd naqiah asked me while we were walking to the mrt station on the way back whether i was going for the chalet after the attachment or not. I didn't know why I juz said straight without thinking that I'm not confirmed. Didn't know why this ans juz came out like so quickly but to tell the truth, I really wanna go. Why must some luck thing cause so much misery in me? It's really damn depressing. It's like a whole group of ppl whom u know are going, but bcoz of this bad luck thing that cause all this disappointment in me. I know by not going, I can put my parents' mind at ease but I seriously wan to go for it. I can't think of anyway to change my parents' mind. Even if I did change one's mind, the other might not. U know it's like u hv to choose between obeying ur parents & going out with ur classmates. At the same time I'm also thinking..if I did go..would I be noticed by anyone around ? Sometimes I feel I nv existed..issit bcoz I'm juz too quiet at times or issit juz bcoz ppl chose to not know that I'm there ? I can't believe such stuff can actually cause me to emo so badly til I can even create a headache out of it.

I feel much btr after blurting out on my blog. Besides.. it's where I express what I could nv say out with words from my mouth. If I indirectly affect anyone with what I said in my post..pls accept my apologies..I juz nid to let them out or else I'll die of internal injury.

Alright all..til the next post.
I really wan stop

Alright starting with early morning at ard 8+. Was dota-ing with devnath. After that went on to d/l back the past songs.. k then went out after that at ard 1 to vivo to meet up with june , mizan, murni & naqiah. Talk talk for awhile then went to eat at burger king.. then decided to watch movie.. so went to watch "Marley & Me". It's very nice , I think most ppl will like it. The movie was at ard 4.20-4.25.. so walked around vivo til the movie started. Actually after that nth much happened..having leg cramps & headache. I think my left leg is giving up one day. So screwed lah.

Been emo-ing again since awhile ago.. I feel that some ppl are being cold to me..like how they ans me via in whatever ways they present it. Only certain ppl were like still okay. I dunno why I'm emo-ing over this matter but those who are u know being cold to me are the ones more closer to me. Oh that seriously sucks I swear. Imagine yourself in my situation..u nv want to be in this situation. Juz let me blurt everything out here & I would most probably be after that.

Alright all gd nite..til the next post
hate the feeling

Been quite some time since I blog. It's already a new month counting down to attachment at the meantime. Everyday juz seems to be getting more & more boring. Today still okay.. dota the whole day til ard 6+. Haha won some lost some but very fun. Played with godbro's classmate as well as Devnath. Really damn bored after staying home like everyday but still ok lah btr than really rotting, at least got smth to do. Tml will be going out with classmates..wonder how long I will hang out.. dun wanna stay out too late either. Might hv to go pick my sis up after sch tml. We'll see how..

Alright all..gd nite. maybe I'll blog abt tml if I hv the mood to. (=
giving up on one , going for another much ltr

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