Monday, June 29, 2009
@ 9:25 AM
Right.. supposed to be in sch for lessons however bcoz of a case of H1N1 in NYP, that's why I'm here at home blogging. Another reason why is bcoz my parents left for Malacca earlier juz now to the temple over there to pray. So as an elder bro , need to stay behind to look after my little sis.

Anyways..hmm.. nv blog for days. Dunno what to blog abt actually. Juz the plain days every single day, the only diff is that I dun emo like I did in the past. Maybe I dun really understand what emo-ing really means or perhaps I'm juz being emo for no damn reason.

I've been to a few ppl's blog coz I'm bored so juz read their posts. I find that every post seems to be so emo. Maybe we shldn't be so emo so often. It's not really gd for our health. Maybe we shld find ways somewhat or another to ease this sorrow & pain we have in ourselves. If anyone needs someone to talk to, feel free to approach me alright coz Aaron here has decided to not be an emo-kid. It's time to be a little more understanding & mature , not acting so childish. There are still times that I'll still be childish but then I will slowly make myself understand situations well. Not to let ppl worry abt me bcoz I emo alot. HaHa

Yeah..that's abt it peeps.. think I shall continue with my paper cranes & a little bit of studying. LOL! Ciao~
feel the wonderful with ur heart
@ 9:12 AM
All- American Rejects-The Wind Blows lyrics

I've got to breathe
You can't take that from me
Cause it's all that you left that's mine
You had to leave
And that's all i can see
But you told me your love was blind

There are times
You're so impossible that i should sign a waiver
And you will find
Someone worth walking on when you ask me to go

I'll leave when the wind blows
Take a breath and there it goes
I'll be outside of your window
I'll pass by but i'll go slow
I'll leave when the wind blows

There was a day
You threw our love away
Then you passed it to someone new
You wanna stay
But since you wanna play
We can finally say we're through

There are times you're so impossible and you ask me to go

I'll leave when the wind blows
Take a breath and there it goes
I'll be outside of your window
I'll pass by but i'll go slow
I'll leave when the wind blows

You can scream there's just echoes
Pass outside of your window
You'll be sad that you let me go
I'll leave but just know

As i lay in solitude
Oh what's a boy supposed to do
I shake the very thought of you
Me together, i remember
Late nights when i stayed up late
All i do is wait and wait
You're never coming home to me
That's the hardest thing to see

I got to breathe
You can't take that from
We can finally say we're through

I'll leave when the wind blows
Take a breath and there it goes
I'll be outside of your window
I'll pass by but i'll go slow
I'll leave when the wind blows

You can scream there's just echoes
Pass outside of your window
You'll be sad that you let me go
On every face you'll ever know
And everywhere you ever go
You'll feel when the wind blows

This song is awesome..enjoy!
Thursday, June 25, 2009
@ 10:47 PM
let's start with the time when Devnath came over to my place today.. erm was around 11. Was folding my paper cranes while waiting for him, but folded a few pieces only. Now at 270.. still goin on, not giving up. After that , neighbours came down to play with us. Tried to fix their bicycle , then end up trying to fix my own. In the end juz dismantle the back tire , then nv do anything abt it.

After that , headed for lunch then bathe. After all this nonsense, went to the basketball court , with my neighbours , godbro & mei mei & also Devnath at 1.21 pm ( according to maid ). Met Nick Chen at the court ard 2+. Played with a couple of other ppl. Then ard 3+ , germaine came over. Devnath went to pick her up at the back of SA the bus stop. Stayed til 4 then left to go back my place to bathe then headed to Toa Payoh to collect Devnath's online purchase of a pair of converse shoes.

Then we took a bus down from there to bugis.. haha guess what the bus broke down , so took another bus down to bugis but walked abit more. Went to get smth at a shop in bugis . Haha , after that nid to get a small box to keep it , so went to raffles place ? Bought it tgt with a little bag to carry it. HaHa. Altogether didn't cost much, so shld be ok for me to survive the next month ? lols.

After that , left already . Yeah, so the rest of the day.. boring.. so ya .. haha end of my post.. Cya all !
some things mean more than it seems to be...
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
@ 2:12 PM
Ne-yo - Part of the list

Style of your hair
Shape of your eyes and your nose
The way you stare..
As if you see, right through to my soul

Its your left hand and the way
That its not quite as big as your right
The way you stand in the mirror..
Before we go out at night

A quiet time...your beautiful mind..
They're a part of the list
Things that I miss...
Things like your, funny little laugh
The way you smile or the way we kiss

What I noticed is this..
I come up with
Something new, every single time
That I sit an reminisce

The way you sweet smell
Lingers when you leave a room (you leave a room)
Stories you tell as we lay
In bed all afternoon (all afternoon)

I dreamed you now every night
In my mind is where we meet (in my mind is where we meet)
And when I'm awake
Staring at pictures of you asleep

Touching your face....invading you space
They're a part of the list
Things that I miss...
Things like your, funny little laugh
The way you smile or the way we kiss

What I noticed is this..
I come up with
Something new, every single time
That I sit an reminisce

And you'll live in my...
Memories, forever more I swear

And you'll live in my...
Memories, forever more I swear

They're a part of the list
Things that I miss...
Things like your, funny little laugh
The way you smile or the way we kiss

What I noticed is this..
I come up with
Something new, every single time
That I sit an reminisce

If anyone wants this song.. can ask me for it , if u juz wanna listen to it on my blog , best viewed by internet explorer or maybe my mozilla smth wrong. lol !

Wondering what this song really means... but I love it the 1st time I heard it. Hope u all will like it. Sounds really emo but it's nice. Enjoy ! =)
it's time to step down
Saturday, June 20, 2009
@ 9:02 PM
Start with ytd , friday.

Erm..project at 11 - 3. Met Devnath at NYP , then erm his fren's Germaine wanted to meet us. So we went down to woodlands to meet her. Then headed down to PS. Very long way back.. LOL.. but well , not that bad. Erm went to the Yamaha shop to figure out how to play the piano with Devnath's help. Then there was this guy who worked at Yamaha. I think he's awesome lah, juz by working there , he picked up quite a no. of pieces which is like so damn cool. I can't imagine myself being so pro.. HaHa

Went home after that..blabla.. did the usual stuff at night , stayed up til 1 again. I'm getting lesser slp nowsadays.. Dreading the holidays, tot it was going to be fun day in day out, turned out to be such a boring one. Only thing that makes me like abt holidays is can go out. =="

K today.. more sian.. nth much to do at all. Morning..watched tv , keep doing push-ups. =="

Then aftn, used laptop awhile. Mei Mei keep bugging to go downstairs to play. So went down at like 4 ? Played til ard 6.30 ? Mum called so went up. Bathe , eat & all the usual stuff , then now online lor.

Think gonna stay up late agn maybe til 1 agn ? We'll see how..

Til the next post...
finding excuses for oneself bcoz of wild imagination..
Thursday, June 18, 2009
@ 10:36 PM
Nv blog for some time leh

Start with tues k.. Erm.. wait ah nid to recall...

Okay.. let's start with early noon. Meet up with Devnath at my place. Going bowling with Greg , Terence & Devnath after that. So we all met up in Potong Pasir. Wanted to ask Deon along but then he was going out with fren. But we all met at the foodcourt at Potong Pasir. Then talk talk then headed off to take NEL to Kovan.

Finished ard 6.. Mum called to ask if wanna come pick me up. So ya.. juz nice my dad's fren drived then with Mum picked me back home coz after that was going Vivocity to do some stuff. So ya..erm.. waited for everyone to be ready then left the house. Took NEL again to harbourfront. Was there til ard 9+ ? Went to BEST to take a look at the electronics stuff. I'm so in love with the keyboard lah. I so wanna learn how to play the piano. If I hv the money , I dun mind getting the keyboard to practise at home. =P

That's abt all for tues.. moving on to wed..

Oh yes..went to the national library.. & know what I slept at 1 am that day, then woke up ard 8 ? Freaking tired , was like some zombie dragging myself around. My stomach smth wrong sia, had diarrhoea 3 times in the morning. 1 before leaving the house , 1 after leaving the house & the last at the national library toilet. After library, went to the bugis street to get some stuff, mostly is mei mei buy one lah. HaHa.

After that, went down to dad's stall at the temporary market. By then was almost 1 ? Dad was packing up getting ready to go back already. While waiting , went to get new scandals , mei mei also , then godbro got a pair of slippers. Then after that , took dad's lorry back home... blablabla... nth else liao lah.. the rest of the day so sian.. HaHa

K then today.. slept 1 again lor. HaHa , got problem with me liao. Jialat. Anyways..went back to sch for project. Headache sia I tell u. Probably can see a crack in my skull liao. Brain also half-dead already. So do liao then went lunch at ard 1-2 ? Memories failing cnt rmb much stuff. After lunch went to look for lecturer for our project stuff. Then jiu go home liao, after that all sian lah.. until now. HaHa.. k lah, got more interesting stuff then I blog abt it.

til the next post.. nite all (=
self-appreciation
Monday, June 15, 2009
@ 9:15 PM
K let's start with sat..

Was at grandma's place the whole day. Let's start with morning. Mum brought us ( mei mei , godbro , maid & me) to hougang to meet up with grandma coz she went marketing. Uncle came to pick us up to his condo. K ate breakfast 1st, then went down to swim, okay.. attempt to learn how to swim with my cousin , godbro & mei mei. HaHa.

Had to rain halfway of all time, so went back up to the unit & bathe. Then went to use the laptop, ok they hv a desktop & 2 laptops. Dun hv to fight for one to use. HaHa , was damn tired so decided to slp for awhile before lunch is ready.

After lunch, went to play bball, but then so happen that the court was packed with ppl playing soccer. zZz... so went back to the playground around the area to juz watched them play lah. Then headed back, rest for awhile then went back down to swim again, this time round I didn't swim, really damn tired. Was like dozing off or more in my own world til they jump into the pool & make me wet. =="

Hmm.. after that, cousin ask me to help him take his specs , coz scared lost it. Wah, he damn spot-on. It really went missing tgt with my other cousin's bottle & his shirt. WTH sia. They found it ltr at night when they went downstairs for a walk. Thank god they found. Must be some fella thinking that it's theirs then take away then ended up leaving it somewhr.

So that's more or less abt sat.

Next is ytd , sunday. Hmm..went basketball with Greg. Devnath was at family chalet , Alton got admitted into hospital. So Greg came over to my place at ard 9+, told me he came from James's place. Stayed over at his place the day before. He brought along his guitar coz he was going over to Edward's place.

Anyways..brought mei mei along with my maid. Godbro's mum asked him to go back the day before to go temple. Then we went to pick him back ytd's nite. K then after very sian, no one to talk to. Greg's at fren place , Devnath's at family chalet , Godbro at grandma's place til nite & Jie still not back til earlier juz now. So continued with my paper cranes , now at 235..intending to hit 500 by end of this 2 wk break, hope to be able to reach it coz still hv other things to do, dunno got time or not.

That's abt all , ytd was rather boring.

K today...erm..used com early morning, play a round of dota, got bored then juz exit. Hmm..then godbro used, so mei mei & I played mahjong since we were bored to tears. I was yawning away like I've not slept the night before. Anyways I've been sleeping quite early these few days.. had no one to talk to maybe.. K after that, went bathe , eat.

Then ard.. 1.30 or so. Woke dad up to go & do smth with the starhub box thing. Went to heartland mall to check it out. Found out that we're supposed to go to the main outlet either at tampines mall , plaza sing or at vivocity. So tml night will be going over to get the stuff done. So found out that wrong place right, so juz walked abt. Finally got myself the bottle to put stars into. Got new rubber balls coz we lost the ball which we used to play the mini-bball with. Bought food as well to eat before heading home.

Another boring day..haha.. Still wondering what will happened next. For a few days nv talked with jie already. Hope she will come online ltr, so we can chat for awhile. (=

Alright all, til the next post ...
stars of destiny..
Thursday, June 11, 2009
@ 11:46 PM
Hello all ~ finally the 2wk break is coming.. can take a little breather for awhile but still hv to meet for group projects as we hv 5 presentations when sch reopens.

Finished our adult nursing presentation today. Wah..really a heavy burden off the chest sia. We also did our statistic data collection by taking ppl's axilla temp & oral temp. Very tiring with lots of sweat. But overall, it was a great time.

Tml.. wonder what I shld do if Devnath is not gonna meet up.. shld I still go bball ? Bring my mei mei & godbro only ah ? Abit sian lei..I'll see how lah. HaHa

Alright then til the next post..
moving on for good..nv turning back
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
@ 11:26 PM
Finally done with bio practical today..still left with thur's adult nursing presentation b4 I could actually chill for awhile before more tormentation.

Got to hang on there, I shld not juz gv up on myself juz like that. It's really easy to say things but when come to the doing part..it's juz very difficult to do so. But peserverance will determine the btr end result. I hope I can pull through this tough time.

I wan back my old cheerful & friendly-self. I'm more short-tempered , more cold to ppl. I've lost the real smile that I usually express to ppl to show that I'm really happy. I'm actually trying very hard to make myself smile more genuinely. Pls dun mind my fakeness, I really nid to go search for my soul back. I will be back.. I know jie know what I mean, til the day come, pls take care of yourself if I do neglect u ok. Sometimes I really dun mean to ignore u or not talk to u. It's juz that whatever I talked abt might juz upsets u. That's smth I dun wanna to happen coz u're the one I cared abt the most for now.

I'll always rmb this phrase "when the going goes tough , the tough gets going"

Dun mind the emo post.. til the next btr post. Bye all
bring my smile back onto the cold,sad face..
Friday, June 5, 2009
@ 9:36 PM
Back with another post..

K let's start with early today. Started with group project at 10.30. By the time reach sch ard 10.40.
Got down to work til 12 then left for bio lecture for abt 1hr+.

Continue with project outside the lecture hall after lecture til we got stuff done. Went to library to find references coz we left that out. Then went to print out the slides for the lecturer as well as ourselves. Went to grab some food with me groupmates then headed home at ard 4+.

Reached home to find out the 3rd aunt , cousin & niece came over. All my sadness kinda like disappear when she smiled at me. They left at ard 6 when my little sis came home from some sch activity.

Today kinda seem like a very emo day for me. If I talked very little to anyone today, I apologised. I'm kinda having a sore throat & juz a little over some matter. Dun mind me. I'll be alright in a few days.

I almost got caught off-guard when a car was coming towards my direction when I was crossing the road. My godbro was cutting the cake with the knife & I almost got sliced by him. This day seem to nv been of any gd to me. Pls God, make this day end faster. I wanna to juz go & slp then wake up to a brand new day without emo-ing like today & meeting with all this mishap.

Got more studying to do & some research for me to look up. Next wk is going to another stressed-up wk. I hope everything will juz turn out okay. Dun mind my emo-ness everyone..I nid time to change myself.
maybe I am juz an emo-kid..
Thursday, June 4, 2009
@ 10:11 PM
back with another post. Nv had much to blog abt actually. Ytd was those taking the prac test for lab. Then after that was at the E-plaza practising for the stats paper today.

So glad all made it. Everyone was helping each other to pass this stats paper. I got a C, quite satisfied with it already since I've nv expected to pass in the 1st place.

After so many days of tiredness, can rest for a little while. But work still hv to go on, after next wk then can rest more. Got a bio prac test & adult nursing presentation b4 a little break. Hope everything turns out okay.

Til the next post ..
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
@ 10:16 PM
I nv noticed..the last time I blogged was.. last friday~

K let's start with ytd , monday k.

Started at 9 ytd..but mind wasn't really on the lectures in class but more on how the skill test will go ltr on. Had the skill test at ard 3+. I see lots of panicky faces. Myself, I seem so calm with no stress or anything. Actually seriously, I dunno what was there to worry abt. Sry ah not trying to show off here or anything. As long as u remain calm & already ready, everything would turn out fine wouldn't it ?

Anyways..I made it through the skill test lah. HaHa. I tot I was screwed coz got so many times almost contaminated my sterile equipments.

K let's move on to today k. Was studying for research methods test today ytd nite til 11+. Seriously, I nv memorise anything , was juz flipping through my bk agn & agn. I nv expect myself to get an A for the overall of the 2 sections in the MCQ. Got B for Section A & A for Section B. So surprised I got an A, really I nv expected an A but a C lor.

Maybe everything was juz plain lucky, I won't be so lucky all the time. Got to really put in a little more effort into everything I do. HaHa. This thur got statistic test , also another computerised MCQ test. This test I'm not so confident but at least it's an open-bk test. Thank God, or else I might not make it.

ALright then ppl .. til my next post k . Cya ~!
god bless all ~